Well it’s Monday evening and I’m sat here typing another blog after another wonderful weekend. This is the last Monday I will ever be sat here in my small, bug-infested room that has been my humble abode for the past nine weeks. I’m feeling rather sad as the end of the week draws nearer and nearer, which means my time teaching here will finally come to an end. This morning I woke up feeling very excited for some unusual reason; the sun was shining bright and I knew that this week would be a good one. I had an amazing day with my grade 3 kindergarten classes. Considering the pupils have exams all week and we were told we wouldn’t be teaching, I obviously didn’t prepare anything for classes. So when I turned up to my first class (to apparently invigilate) and the teacher told me to stand and teach, I really had no idea what to teach them. I’d decided that my last week would be fun and games focused, so the first thing that came into my head was to get them all in a circle and do the ‘Hokey Cokey’. Woww did this go down an absolute treat, they loved it! If anyone’s ever stuck with a group of children anywhere and they’re annoying the hell out of you or your jokes aren’t enough to keep them entertained, line them up in a circle pronto and introduce them to this cheeky number.
So I started today on a really big high, but as I write this now at 22:20 I am ending my day on a low. It’s sinking in that I only have three and a half more teaching days left. When I think back to my first day and how nervous I was-thrown in at the deep end, teaching literally whatever came into my head and wishing the 50 teaching minutes would hurry up and end- I realise that, in fact, not much has changed since then. Okay that’s a joke. In actuality I realise how far I’ve come since my first week. I have a lot more confidence speaking to large groups of people; a result which has not only come from teaching but having to stand in front of all the kindergarteners and teachers every Tuesday and Friday and perform a song/nursery rhyme for the children. Something, I may add, that still petrifies me every time I do it. It’s guaranteed that the mic will switch off mid-song like it usually does, and my frail voice will be wailing away tragically amongst a sea of puzzled faces. But before I came here, I never would have been comfortable being the main focus of a large crowd listening to me intently and watching my every move. I dread the thought of doing presentations in front of my small seminar class at uni: so this is a big deal. I also feel I have a lot more patience; something that anyone who works with children naturally acquires after strenuously trying to get them to listen to you all the time. I really do have so much respect for teachers. Here, I see the teachers in school till all hours in the night; they arrive in the mornings at the break of dawn, and they’re always here on weekends. It is a seriously demanding job, but then I guess that’s why it’s so rewarding. Perhaps the most important lesson I’ve learnt since being here is that hard work really does pay off. Life here is so different to back home that it was hard to imagine being here for nine whole weeks when I first arrived at my school. Yet here I am, alive as ever and over the moon that I’ve been able to overcome the many challenges that came with my role of being a teacher in Thailand.
This weekend we went to Kanchanaburi, a province about two and a half hours west of Bangkok. In this province lies one of the most famous and beautiful waterfalls in the whole of Thailand: Erawan Waterfalls. Located in a National Park, it has seven waterfalls, each one unique and full of fresh, clear-blue water. I had heard a lot about this from other ETAs, so I was beyond excited to finally see it in all its glory. And more to the point it was a proper waterfall, not the crappy trickles of water I’d wasted money to see a few weeks beforehand. However, be warned that this waterfall is in fact a huge hike up a mountain which requires blood, sweat and tears. Not something to be taken light heartedly. It started raining whilst we’d just passed tier three of the waterfall, and from then on the muddy climb became more and more slippery. If anyone plans to go there, I suggest taking hiking boots, a carabiner and rope, and waterproof socks to wear because the fish in the water bite at your feet! I initially thought I was getting stung by a jellyfish; I was petrified. I think a Thai woman might have told us to be thankful we were getting a free fish pedicure, but I couldn’t hear her over my screaming and scrambling over the rocks to get back to safety.
Afterwards we hopped back in our Songthaew (a type of shared taxi) and took an hour’s ride back to the main town and went to the infamous JEATH War Museum. It was hands down the creepiest museum I’ve ever been to. The buildings were old and dilapidated: like something out of a horror film. It was around 17:30 when we arrived and it was already dark inside, even though the museum was half outdoor, half indoor. Then it started to pour down with rain. And I mean really, really pour. We walked around for a while reading about the war prisoners and heroes from WWII. Then I went down some stairs to use the toilet, which was shrouded in darkness at the back of a sort of basement. Even if I wanted to walk in darkness over to it I couldn’t have gotten very far due to the amount of rainwater flooding the floor; so I went back upstairs to find the others. I couldn’t find a single soul anywhere-and considering the museum closed in thirty minutes, I knew there were hardly any visitors in the building-which worried me. My phone had died and I couldn’t call Rachel or Afope, so I went through a few rooms looking for them before deciding that the sheer quietness of the place was too much for me to handle. Not the sort of situation you want to be in after having spent the previous half hour reading up on the likes of Hitler and Mussolini and walking countlessly past their eerie wax statues. I remembered the plaque next to Hitler explaining that still to this day nobody has found his body; so naturally my mind started thinking that Hitler himself- or his ghost at least- could be in this very building. Which, if you’d seen the place, wasn’t actually as farfetched as it sounds. It was truly horrendous. I then thought it was a good idea to make my way in the pouring rain to the roof to see some of the statues and to get out of the darkness; and in doing so, I was confronted by a sign that read ‘WARNING: be careful, poisonous bees.’ I literally couldn’t take any more. Everywhere I turned there seemed to be some evil death threat holding me back. I was done. What should have been a satisfying trip to a historical museum turned out to be a horrifying scene from House of Wax.
After this we got our taxi driver to recommend us a nice restaurant to eat at, so he took us to a floating restaurant on the Khwae Yai River. It was beautiful. We got there just as the sun was setting and the sky was that weird electric purple, greyish colour it goes when a storm is coming. We had a lovely meal, made exceptionally better by the view of the Death Railway in the background. The next day we got some mango, sticky rice and coconut milk (one of my favourite dishes here) and headed out to explore the Death Railway. Built during WWII by Allied POWs and Asian labourers under Japanese control, it is part of the railway that connected Thailand to Burma and is infamous for the amount of deaths that occurred; nearly half of the labourers died due to poor health conditions and maltreatment by the Japanese. After having learned enough history to depress us for the rest of our lives, we then headed to the bus station to get a minibus back to Bangkok.
We also applied online for our visas for Cambodia earlier today. It’s literally mindboggling to think that at the end of the week I will be in Cambodia. We’re getting there via government bus straight through to Siem Reap to visit the temples of Angkor Wat. I came to Thailand knowing that I wanted to go to Cambodia and Vietnam after I finished teaching. Now that it is becoming more real, I finally have a rough plan of where I will be going on my travels. The plan is to arrive in Cambodia on Saturday, spend four days there before moving onto Vietnam for around ten days and then head back to Thailand to travel the islands down South before catching my flight back from Bangkok on 21st September. If I was going home straight after the programme finishes- which quite a lot of people seem to be doing-I would feel seriously depressed right now. Luckily, another ETA, Rebekah, has the same plan as me so we will be travelling together. Which is great news because when I told my mum there was a chance I might be travelling on my own she demanded me to come home and go on holiday in Europe instead. Which is the worst idea imaginable: why would I go allll the way back home to go on a mediocre week long holiday I could do any time of the year? That was just never an option. I have the fortunate opportunity to explore South East Asia, and it would be rude not to do so. Anyway, it works out that when Rebekah leaves for her flight home on 12th, my brother will arrive in Vietnam around that time. He originally wanted to meet me out here but had second doubts as he wasn’t sure how much it would all cost. I’m pretty sure my mum has bribed him because last week he cancelled his flight from New York to London and is booking one to Hanoi instead. I literally couldn’t be more excited! The thought of travelling and exploring yet more beautiful countries is the only thing that makes finishing teaching that bit more bearable.
P.s, WiFi Update: My attempts at writing short, frequent blog posts has completely failed. WiFi has probably been at its worst these past few weeks at school, hence once again the loading of posts ages after they were written. And yes they are long, I’m sorry.